Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

It's strange how one little decision...easily influenced your mood, which was influenced by other peoples little actions...can snowball and change your whole world. It can change who you are...in fact, little decisions make up who you are.

 
When I leave I want to leave a memory filled with love, the kind you don’t forget. When I go I want to be known as one who lived with no regrets. I want them to say “she had so much to gain, but she gave it away.” And I want them to see something different in me, and that I’m going to be free.  
 
 I want to be the girl...who's the best friend. I AM the girl who's the best friend.
The person who people come to, and talk about their problems, and I listen, and give hugs and cups of tea. I want to give away myself, my heart, to people who need an ear. All of myself, made useful. So many people just need someone to talk to, who cares, to explain whats wrong to, not to get a solution, but to take some of it off their heart. I can do that.
"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars--- points of light and reason. ...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."
  
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